Clear & Confident Direction

I've been waiting and wondering for weeks whether or not I would need chemotherapy as part of the next phase of my breast cancer treatment. One oncologist, recommended no chemotherapy, while the second oncologist did. You may think, it must be difficult to know which direction is the right one to take.

Yesterday, during my second opinion appointment with an oncologist at Mayo Clinic, Rob & I both heard this clear message:

"Up to 10 weeks following surgical removal of cancerous tumors is the prime time to kill any residual "maverick" cancer cells that may be in the blood stream before they have a chance to grow anywhere else in the body (such as liver, lungs, bones or brain). A chemotherapy regimen lowers your cancer recurrence rate significantly. If you choose not to take chemo and your cancer recurs somewhere else in your body, the cancer will be treatable, but more likely terminal."

The last sentence in that statement was the turning point for Rob & I,in making a confident decision to proceed with chemotherapy. We have been praying Psalm 32:8 together and with others for God's guidance, advise and watchful eye over this process. We feel that was answered yesterday. This is the way - walk in it - it's best.

To me, a regimen of chemotherapy is a bit of an insurance policy, if you will, so that I’m that much closer to being “cured” from breast cancer. For me, the short term pain of chemotherapy is worth the long term gain.

Lord Jesus, I thank you for Your clear direction in making these tough decisions. Thank you for keeping Your watchful eye on me every step of the way through this process - guiding, directing and advising me. I praise You for giving Rob & I unity about this decision, even though Rob would prefer to spare me from the pain, he knows it's best for me long term. Lord Jesus, please BE my family & I's strength through this next phase of treatment in the days, weeks and months ahead.

Psalm 32:8 - The Lords says, "I WILL guide you along the best pathway for your life. I WILL advise you and watch over you."

Isaiah 30:21 - Whether you turn to the right or the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way; walk in it."